Today, my chemistry teacher said something that has not left my mind yet..."Sometimes you have to rotate people out of your life...do whats best for YOUR future...even if it means your best supporters call you selfish."
I guess sometimes being selfish is what it takes in this world. I need to leave some people behind and let other people in because some of the people in my life now bring nothing but negativity and trouble.
I have a little trouble with change sometimes, but it is something that HAS to happen. It's not an option anymore, it's a priority. Why? Because I am not happy with the way things have been/are going.
I always get the bad end of the deal, which means I put everyone else before myself, and yes, sometimes that is okay because it means I care about the people in my life. But at the same time, I deserve the best too.
The only people in my life that I feel are stable, is my family. I know they will always be there for me, but I can't talk to them about everything. I need a trustworthy, good, dependable friend to rely on sometimes too. I have always been an independent girl who doesn't need anyone else to make me happy, but I can feel that changing. I can't be alone all my life. That's not a very good or happy life....in anyones eyes.
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